Day 1: Your favorite character: Katniss Everdeen
I just finished the last book of The Hunger Games.
There is no amount of crying gifs in the world that could describe how much I loved this book, this series, this idea, and its message.
So, in closing, here is my favorite quote that, for me, sums up the entire series and life itself:
“We’re fickle, stupid beings with poor memories and a great gift for self-destruction.”
There’s that point you get to where you realize you didn’t reach your full potential, and, at the time you needed most, you failed. And it’s not like it’s something you can blame on others, because, it really is all on you. You knew what you were capable of, you knew what you had to do, but.. you didn’t. You didn’t do shit. And in retrospect, you can’t even explain why you didn’t act at the moments you knew you should have. It’s a disappointing feeling.
my little boy (:
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That awkward moment when your dog looks like a penis.
WHY can’t I sleep?! O__O
had AMAZING sex last night/this morning (5am).. with a native american/jewish caucasian/japanese guy about 6 yrs my senior. I just met him last night but he is an old friend of my homie. it took a while for it to happen, I almost didn’t think it would. When I first noticed him (literally) across the room I thought he was cute & thought it would be chill if I got to fuck him that night. And guess what, after ALOT of random conversation, I did! He has a nice big dick too that stayed hard. And he fucked the life outta me. I was so exhausted after. And he was totally about pleasing. My labia is kinda swollen cause of the roughness, i assume. And i wasn’t immediately wet. But i was by the end of the session. He was all sweaty and breathless. I felt so amazing. Probably best sex of my life so far. 4th person I’ve had sex with, but also last week I had sex with a different guy. Am I a slut for that? I kind of don’t care. What I do care about is though, after we finished.. he called himself an ass and told me about his girlfriend of nearly a year in Macau. I felt bad cause my feelings kept switching between guilt and DGAFing. I settled on DGAF since I had no idea who she was or that she existed at the time we fucked. I decided this was a matter I’d actually choose selfishness in, I haven’t done that in a while anyway. It was such a fabulous way to release all my stress and tension. And I don’t regret it.. I feel shallow saying this, but I realized.. size DOES matter xD
Insecure ):
After all this time (about 2 years) and all this lust. This guy I fucked last night/this morning was not all he was cracked up to be. A definite player, he couldn’t keep it hard during our fucking. What. The. Fuck. For a sexually frustrated person that sucks! There were some good moments, but they didn’t last and I spent half the night sucking his Dick so I can fuck it. At least I danced with Australia last night @ cactus!